Most times I feel like an idiot for posting pictures of guys. But with him, there is no need for explanation or embarassment. He's obviously the hottest thing ever. Which also sounds retarded. And rather obsessive. But oh well, I just think he's superiorly hot, it's not like I have a crush on him or anything. Unless he really is like he is in the movies. But I find it hard to believe ANY guy could be quite that fabulous. And hot at the same time. Or just that fabulous even if he's not hot. Actually, maybe I could believe that. But probably not. Anywho..I'm gonna stop sounding like a girl now. I mean, I am one but I try to avoid acting too much so. See what males have done to society? I'm a girl and I don't want to be. Not saying I want to be a guy, cuz I don't. And that would be kindof creepy. Actually, I've kindof realized it' not SO bad being a girl. I mean, along with all the super crap and expectations that come along with it, there are also good things. Like hot guys that are totally out of your league but still really nice to look at. ;) Ok...so yes, I'm fine. Really. No need for drugs or asylums for me. :D Perhaps the thing is, I just don't want to BE at all. Because being is a difficult thing to do. Actually, it's not difficult to be. It's difficult to be when there are other people around. See, right now I can dance and sing loudly and pretend I'm gorgeous and famous and don't look/slash sound like an idiot. And I could do that forever and be the happiest person ever, but then we add people into the picture and that just ruins everything. Honestly, is there anyone out there who actually KNOWS me? Two I think. Definitely not my family, not most of you guys. One of those aforementioned people I've never met. So that sucks cuz I can't do the wierd things I love to do with the wierd people I love because the wierd people I love don't even know the wierd things I love to do. Well, you probably do but you wouldn't do those wierd and crazy things with me. Actually, Christie would. But other than that, no one would. But maybe you'd surprise me and you would. But I can't take that chance. What crapnolio is that, eh? Ok, well, that was meant only to express the superior hotness of Chad Michael Murray, not turn into a rant about lonliness and unfulfillment. So...buh-bye!