until I leave for Capernwray!!!!!!!! England! Rock ON!

subota, kolovoza 21, 2004

I AM FROZEN AND SO VERY BORED OUT OF MY MIND. And other than that I really have nothing to say. I thought I did, but now that it comes to actually writing something everything I was thinking about that's even semi-worthy of spouting has vanished. Oh, right, I was going to utter my disgust that blogger has gone and put up their blogger bar at the top of blogs (my blog in particular bothers me). It's much more attractive than the advertisements of old, but somehow it has managed to devour up my Capernwray countdown. Very distressing because it's still in the template and I've tried to move it about but it wont show up anywhere else. UGH. I have more than enough money for my other plane ticket now. However, I cannot buy it because no one who has mentioned travelling with me has actually said they can. If all else fails, I suppose I'll go by myself. That would be incredibly dissapointing though. But I guess I can't expect anyone else to spend money on a plane ticket. It would be horrible to be in Europe and not travel outside the UK at all though. If I had the stupid money, I'd just pay for you all but the world has to be a crappy place full of retards who are greedy so I can't. I guess I'm greedy too, I mean, it's not like I need to travel. But I think it's time to resign myself to all the things about me that are horrible and stop boring you all when I complain about myself. The obvious solution is, of course, to go live in my cave where I can do what I want and leave everyone else alone to do what they want without having to bother with me. Of course, mom seems to think I don't want to go to England at all therefore a CAVE in Scotland would be even less desirable to me. I mean, besides that fact that I'm worry-ing about stupid things like not being hot and making no friends cuz I'm a stupid shy person and no one coming to visit me there, there is no reason I don't want to go. And besides the fact that those may [or may not] seem like big issues, I REALLY want to go. But I have to buy my other plane ticket before I go, and that's too early for anyone to know if they can travel with me before/after Capernwray. So I don't think I'll be travelling at all. :: sigh :: Oh well, I still get to go somewhere exciting.