Horizons by 38th Parallel

Another day burns away into darkness 
Ever searching for a sign
The days grow long and the days grow dark
And the days grow ever colder
The trust that I started with fades as I get older
Though the road is hard it seems to me there is no way around this
From all you’ve done for me I know you’ll never break your promise
 
So here at the end of this day
Where the world is shaded in gray
I will look to blue horizons and watch for you to come
When my hope is tattered and torn
When my faith is weathered and worn
I’ll look to the blue horizons
 
I am still walking, evading the shadows
I am still running that narrow line
I would go wherever you would have me go
Ever searching for a sign

And that, my friends, is a good song.  And oh so very appropriate for me.  I now have LESS THAN 2 MONTHS!  This is super exciting.  And scary.  Especially scary.  I don't function in places where I know no one.  But, I'm going to change that.  Oh yes, I'm going to come back a completely different person.  That is, if I come back at all.  We'll have to see about that.  Why does money have to be...in existence.  Any form of currency that restricts what I want to do sucks and should die a horrible horrible death.  Except of course, it's already dead.  It's just a stupid object and it causes me so much stress and paaaaaaaaaain.  I was an idiot yesterday; I shouldn't have gone to the movie, bought the ice-cream, or rented the other movie.  And the preson with no will power strikes again.  Woot. 
Da, if you ever get your computer to function again, I've managed to find "Dig It' on RealPlayer so...you should get it.  Diggin' up a Hole, diggin'.  Or, you may sing your very own rendition with substituted words if you wish.  ;)  You never should have let me watchthe Lizzie McGuire movie.  It makes me so happy, I think it's cuz the end reminds me of the Worlds and that was totally the experience of a lifetime.  Especially when we were on the field dancin' it up.  Have you guys ever seen the video? I think I'm going to go watch it now if we still have it.  We better.  OK, nevermind I'll watch it after I finish my flyers cuz right now Christie and Jon are watching Confessions Of A Teenage Drama Queen, which was not nearly as good as the Lizzie McGuire movie.  I guess I'm just a sucker for sappy movies.  Well, I've known that all along actually but action and other stuff used to be good too.  Now it seems I can't enjoy anything unless it's sappy.  And those are the ones that make me feel sad.  What a dilemma.  Um, I'm sensing boredom on both sides of the screen...s, yes, so I'm gonna go fly now.  After I finish listening to all my fabulous new music.  I can now listen only to Snow Patrol and Disney music.  I am going insane, people.  I see the peculiarness that you guys were talking about.