So I slept on my arm again. It's still asleep and I've been up for a while already. That means it doesn't move properly and I can't really control it.
I dreamt that I went camping last night. We stayed in these ramshackle cabins that didn't even keep out the weather and an axe-murderer was loose and everyone thought it was me. Then we went swimming and this guy tried to kill us cuz I went up to him and said something threatening apparently, while he was lying on the beach. So we hid in the water when he came to find us so he wouldn't be able to kill us. Then I drove home by myself and had to back into the garage which really didn't work, especially since the neighbours (the ones that have moved out since Lou threatened to take a picture of them) had piled up everything in our garage so they could steal it. So then I heard one of the neighbours saying 'don't do it!' and I assumed they were coming after me so I closed and locked the garage door. But they had a key so I went and grabbed the doorknob and hoped I would be strong enough to keep them out. But I wasn't, so I grabbed dad's handsaw and whacked at them with it. Which was a bad idea cuz I sliced the girl a little bit on the forehead and her brother didn't like that and he had a metal baseball bat. So he started beating on me and then the real doorbell rang in real life and I was once again saved by the bell. Is it true that if you die in your dreams you'll die in real life? Cuz I come really close a lot of times. Now I wanna go back to sleep cuz I'm liable to start thinking again. But if I try to sleep I WILL start thinking so I guess I'll just stay here and hope the rays from the computer will render me unable to think. Anyway, I don't know why I shared that with you. Perhaps I shall delete it now. Nah, that was too much work to delete. So, hope you enjoyed that little trip into my subconscious. For some reason that dream actually made sense a bit. I didn't change into a different person or gender any time during the dream which is extremely unusual. And no one I know was in it except for me which just made the whole thing even worse, and even more unusual; there are always people I know in my dreams. And the running theme was killing me, hm, odd. Usually the theme is not trying to kill me but trying to capture me. The countryside I have to run away through is always really nice though. I really feel like a nerd right now, analyzing my dreams. So I'm gonna stop. I'm not shaking today and my hands are not blue with cold, that's a good sign. Although that could change in no time at all. Oh well, have a wonderful day all! :D
"I'm not a perfect person, there's (bad grammar folks) many things I wish I didn't do. But I continue learning, I never meant to do those things to you and so I have to say before I go that I just want you to know: I found a reason for me to change who I used to be. A reason to start over new, and the reason is you. I'm sorry that I hurt you, it's something I must live with every day. And all the pain I put you through, I wish that I could take it all away and be the one who catches all your tears. That's why I need you to hear: I found a reason for me to change who I used to be, a reason to start over new and the reason is you. And the reason is you! And the reason is you, and the reason is you. I'm not a perfect person, I never meant to do those things to you, and so I have to say before I go that I just want you to know. I found a reason for me to change who I used to be. A reason to start over new, and the reason is you. I founda reason to show a side of me you didn't know, a reason for all that I do, and the reason is you." That song will never lose it's beauty. It sounds beautious and the words are also full of beauty. Although if I keep listening to it it will probably get old. Which is sad cuz it's so awesome.