until I leave for Capernwray!!!!!!!! England! Rock ON!

utorak, travnja 13, 2004

*Revised Edition*

Tas, you are officially exempt from this cuz you know why I'm ranting. The rest of you, hold your breath. This is most likely not for you. But I can't narrow it down too much. Just so you know, don't narrow it down by saying you have no idea WHY I would feel this way because frankly, the person I'm actually ranting at wont have a clue either. It could be you, you never know, I don't expect you to care.
Do you KNOW what you've done to me? (NOT you, YOU!) ARG. ARG. Now I AM going to cry. ARG. You fiend! You should NOT be able to do that. Something which you have not even DONE...yet. ALL this stinkin' mess is because of
'this'. No one should be frickin' able to do this to me but somehow YOU manage to. Could you just stop? NO, because you don't even know who you are. ARG. And don't even tell me I could make it not affect me by just not caring, you have NO idea how hard I've tried that. Stef's a freak and it doesn't ****** HELP. And that is CRAP becuz it's making me feel like crap and frankly I don't want to feel like crap! I have NEVER felt this angry or totally depressed at someone who doesn't deserve it, so good job. You've done it. And I am through with it all, caring is too much work. But according to ME, it's MORE work to not care. So what am I gonna do? Apparently nothing. I'm just gonna sit here and feel the same way and get no sleep. I'm out now. Goodbye!