I do not like having my high spirits dampened. And they have been so now I'm not a very happy camper. Stupid little things that depress me. Only 171 days and I can *hopefully* forget about all those little things. Well, I should be because I wont know of the changes in situations so they cannot depress me. Yay to that! Although technically, I should just not think about these things because just getting depressed about things changes nothing. And I just emailed about 8 people who are going to Capernwray at the same time as me, yeehaw! Cheers to knowing people slightly before you meet them so you can actually talk to them. I think all of them are from the States except for Jon and Daveo who are from Northern Ireland and England respectively. And they're the only ones I've actually talked to. Well, on MSN anyway. Marisa from California also emailed me, which was cool, her birthday's in May too and we're the same age. Good times. And a lot of people are coming with friends which could be a bad thing, but meh, if I turn out to be a loner it will be okay because I'll be a foreign loner and that will be much better than being just a plain old loner. Although my plan is to have a complete personality change (at least on the part of my shyness) when I get off the airplane so that I can actually talk to people without bursting my spleen or whatever body part it is that 'bursts' when you try too hard to do something. And then maybe I wont get ditched by people when they get tired of me. Maybe I'm just boring. Probably.
"Have a little faith in me."